3rd year in a row with my group being told we "fucking suck" right now. Not a good feeling. Regardless, I still love my teammates and I know we will bounce back from this. Telling each other we suck won't help at all. 13th place and 15:22 was not up to capability and I lacked motivation- but I know there's nothing physically holding me back and I, along with the team, can still finish this season strong.